rookies.

Tys & I are rookie parents.

And Bennett is a rookie at, well, life.

Little Rookie's first experience with sand.

The sand was a hit! (And none was eaten-- score)!

 Mama Rookie forgot to bring sunscreen on our little hike, therefore Dad's hat was the substitute.

 Little Rookie's first experience with grass!

I guess next time we will feature Daddy Rookie.
And I will remember sunscreen.

Watching Bennett explore outside makes me so anxious & so ready for warmer weather!

He will LOVE it!

my boy.

Lately Bennett has become a bit of a mama's boy (and a daddy's boy too).

He's starting to get "stranger danger" & is recognizing when we leave him.

He also has a bit of a fit when I leave the room (mostly & usually when he is hungry or tired).

Now he scoots after me or follows me around like a little puppy.  

Basically, we are attached at the hip. Literally!

It can be stressful & exhausting some days.

But deep down I remind myself, he is only like this for so long.

He's only my baby once.

And sometimes it's kind of nice to be needed!

It would be more awesome if I could do more things holding a 18+ lb, active baby.

I love being his mama & no role has been more fulfilling to me than being a mother & wife (they go hand in hand and are basically one).

No matter how hard our day was, I go to bed each night with a heart nearly bursting with love, a pledge to be more patient & feeling blessed beyond measure.

I mean, look at that little face?

Please excuse my extremely crazy hair. It was WINDY!

Just. Do. It!

I have this problem.

I am the QUEEN of procrastination.

Seriously.

I procrastinate like you've never seen anyone procrastinate before.

Just ask my husband.

In school, it was not the best quality to have, but I managed.

Oh that assignment is due at midnight? SUBMIT at 11:57 p.m. (true story)!
I like to cut it close. Wait until the last minute. Or last possible second!

But the problem is, sometimes things don't happen.

I set some really awesome goals.

I plan like it's my job.

And some things just don't happen!

So I set a new motto for myself.

Just do it!

(Thank you, Nike).

Oh you want to lose the rest of that baby weight plus a few lbs?
JUST DO IT.

So I started counting my calories & I feel great already. I am excited to be more active to get results!

Oh you want to REALLY start that photography business?

JUST DO IT!

This is a little more complicated, but I am working towards it. Doing something EVERY day to help me achieve that dream. 

Oh you want to be better at doing those little things that make the BIG difference?

JUST DO IT!

So I plan my days with a time set specifically for what I like to call "quiet time" (always during nap-time).

I read: scriptures, conference talks, photography books, good novels.

I write: thoughts & goals in my journal, and one things that makes me happy in my little green notebook.

I reflect: on what I am doing good & what I can do better. 

You get the gist, right?
These are all serious goals I have and I hate to say, but I have had them for a long time.
So just recently I set my motto & here I go.
I figured blogging about it made me more accountable to keep it up!:)

I can't wait to apply this to more goals I set & more dreams I have.
Because this procrastination queen is ready to retire the crown.
I just have to jump in and go for it, or my goals may never make it off paper.

And who wants a post without a picture?

These guys are my biggest fans & my best motivation. Love them.

V-Day.

May 2009, when we were babies.

It's been 4 years this month since we first met.

I "blew you off" & two weeks later you insulted my homemade rootbeer making skills.

I immediately loved the way you looked in a baseball cap & your passion for sports.

 And it didn't too many weeks until I was writing "Katie Perkes" in my journal.

That first summer was hard--long distance to even longer distance. But we knew this thing was the forever kind.

My most favorite scavenger hunt led me to you down one knee. I couldn't say yes fast enough!

March 12th, 2010 was a really good day. The best day. With the best feelings & emotions. Mrs. Tyson Perkes, at last!

Cinder block walls, a dryer on the back porch & orangey-brown carpet-- our first, little home.

Big changes moved us South. It was hard to leave family & our special little town. But we were ready.

Another move & best of all-- a mini you came into this world (another best day). 

I have never been happier to be yours.

Can't wait to see what the future holds for us, T. Perkes.

I love you.

YES, I will be your Valentine too, Baby B. Especially with that bow-tie & grin you are wearing.